NGARAGity mode over.

waaahh!!! i didn;t fail any subject this sem!! but of course i'm not forgetting the SHITTY flunked ECO. well anyways.. I didn't get the uno i was expecting. at least wala pa rin akong tres. hehehe

i can't say anything at the moment. umm.. late posts na lang ulit:

• 032806
  pag-ibig.
  sawang sawa na siguro ang mga kamay kong magsulat tungkol sa pag-ibig. dahil tulad ng sarili ko, hindi ko tanto ang pag-ibig. sabi nga ni Witgenstein "what we cannot speak about we must pass over in silence" kasi tulad ng sabi nila "little knowledge is a dangerous thing" so we, i, better not talk at all..
  
  pag-ibig.
  pag-libog.
  
  sabi nga kanina ni Dexter Doria there is a thin line between love and lust. at natatakot akong dumating ang panahon na hindi ko na alam ang pinagkaiba ng dalawang nakababaliw na mga mundo.

• magic? -032806--- parang magic daw kaya siya nainlove dun sa lalakeng yun.. magic. i'm sorry, i don't believe in magic anymore... kaya nga siguro our love isn't that sparkly. no rabbits running around, coming out from black hats, no multi colored ropes vanishing to nowhere.. magic. no magic. kasi magic is just an illusion. i would never submit myself to mirrors of illusion. magic wouldn't be the right word to describe the authenticity of love. but waves. my love is like the infinte waves battering to the shore. my love is not constant but it's like the dying waves. nothing's sure but uncertainty. and i am very sure that i will not love you forever.. nor will i not love you tomorrow for it is beyond my knowledge. what matters most is that i love you today. and i a love you very much..
  

inspired by:
---angela manalang gloria's to the man i married
---somebody else's love affair.

• "i'm fire and you're the ocean"- jam 88.3

i'm more like the ocean than your fire.
at times i can burn you with endless passion
at times i can drown you and sweep you away..

i'm more like the ocean than your fire,
my waves are inconsistent.
the noise i hide beneath
the creatures, the monsters
the demons i keep.

i'm more like the ocean
i'm less than a fire
my love for you is turning cold
my intimacy growing old
cool me with your fire
save me from drowning,
drowning in my own ocean of desire.