bitching out

so you think you're hot???

just because you have that long black hair, that sick yellow off-shoulder top with your bra strap showing, just because you're white and with that pasosyal accent, YOU THINK YOU"RE HOT?!! so you could flirt all the guys inside?! and hello?? if you were afraid of dogs you shouldn't have exerted effort struggling to get inside! hello? and hold BAM'S HAND?! and hug the-other-guy-what's-his-name?! eew. i'm really sick of seeing your face! hehehe sabi ni papa maybe i was just insecure that she was prettier than me, duh? malamang. yah she's pretty and she knows it, and that's the ugly part there. yah she's pretty and propbably every guy watching PBB's masterbating their equipment, moaning their way to heaven and hell with nina in their liquid dreams!!

bwahaha! evil.

oh come on nina. stay away from bam!and it freaks me out that a girl like her with a body like that is flirting with terd!! oops.. i mean.. bam. hehe sorry. change topic. change lingo.

huwaran ng kabataan, sa pangunguna ni nina. -doubtful

unang gabi ang topic: sinong cute sa mga boys? ((with her eeky pa-sweet na boses))

sick.

isa pa tong si "orig ng davao"?

well.. i think she should exert more effort to prove her being "orig ng davao'. sabi dun kasi sa vtr niya, she was so kikay before so that she'll blend into the crowd, to fit in, kaso she realized that everyone was so piratedso she went against the flow. and that gave her that title, 'orig" ng davao (nga ba?) becasue as i see it. she's just so like the others. making pakikay and speaking like ganito and that she's so like maarte and her voice is parang like ipis.

poser!

poser. haha. ako nga rin yun. while i was proclaiming to the world na i was moving on. i am

still not even a step away from the spot where he left me. i'm still hoping nad waiting for him to come back. actually, call him and wait till he asks for us to go out. the night where the teen pbb came out, well technically "came in", i texted terd..

flashback.

hi. nood ka pbb.kamukha mo si bam.
whatever.
sorry, was just trying to strike up a conversation.
i know.
i miss you.
ako din.
why do you push me away?
because i'm stupid.
that line again.
yes.
...
...
...
kita tayo bukas.
what time?
1.
ok.
....
i love you.
i love you too.

the next day


serious talk attempt number 1

papunta sa bahay ni bestfriend.

tanong.
ano?
may nililigwan ka ba?
wala. bakit sa tingin mo?
meron.
ba't mo naman nasabi?
kasi---waaaaaaaaahh!!
poi!!


((muntik ng masagasaan ng tricycle))

ng makaligtas sa tricycle

tanong
ano?
sino na ako sa buhay mo?
ikaw si kai..
...
ang special chevver ng buhay ko.
...

((nakarating na sa gate nila bestfriend))

pauwi galing sa bahay nila bestfriend

tanong.
ano?
masaya ka ba?
oo.
bakit mo ko iniwanan?
kasi gagabihin ka na...
ano?!
...
bwahahahahaha!!!

((nasira ang momentum sa kabihingan niya))