1.31.2007

a reply to unspoken critiques


i know leaving is as painful as being left alone,
and
i am scared of both all the same.
but if i STAY, it is not because i am scared to leave
but because i choose to LOVE..
make no mistake about that.

1.30.2007

nevermind

i'm fooling myself,
nobody will take me seriously..


US for that matter.


i'ved always wished to die for one moment.
and see if anyone will ever..
nevermind.

1.29.2007

bitching

and so we fought..
and so i cried again..
i knew i was wrong,
rude and nosy..
i'm sorry alright!
do i have to spend my living days
apologizing for that?!
i have to do this freaking paper
and i can't make myself work on it.
you bitch.
you and your
stupid
STUPID
STUPID
voice mailbox!!!!
ugh!

1.18.2007

Currently Feeling...




I once said that there are things better expressed when written...

Now I am lost for words of this shit I am feeling right now, I am in search for the right words that would best fit the mixed emotions, the questions, so as of this moment, while I search for my own definition of this haywire in me,

this picture will do for now.

1.15.2007

GOD BLESS HIS SOUL

it's either mukha akong mayaman,
or halatang mukha akong tanga kaya nabiktima nanaman ako.
GOD bless his soul...
MY PHONE GOT SNATCHED!
nung una, i got held-up (tama ba?) tapos ngayon naman nilaslas ang bag ko!! my colorful bag and my barely-a-month-old phone!! leche!
i had premonitions nung morning
my seatmate said "kai, ang ganda talaga ng phone mo! pagnawala yang phone mo alam mo na kung nakanino!"
and then nung nilabas ni Jmee yung iPod niya sa jeep, i thought, iPod lessens the "alertness" ng isang tao.. but i shrugged the idea off at nakinig sa Make Yourself ng Incubus..
VIOLA! my phone gone!!
GOD BLESS HIS SOUL!!!
haay.
i have a new phone. ;p
hehe

1.06.2007

BABALA

BABALA:

Ang Pag-Ibig ay nakamamatay!
...ang pagtibok ay isang panganib na kailangan mong takbuhan...
bawat pintig ng puso ay isang sumpa na dapat mong takasan...
bawat tamis ay pait na iyong matitikman...
ito na ang simula
Ito ay isang babala!

Ang pag-ibig ay tila hindi regalo ng manlilikha...
isa itong sumpa na sadyang babago ng iyong tadhana!
...ilan na kaya ang nagbuwis ng buhay ng sila'y nagmahal?
ikaw, magbubuwis ka ba?

Abangan sa Pebrero.
Artistang Artlets.Ang Opisyal na Samahang Panteatro ng Sining at Panitik.
Unibersidad ng Santo Tomas.

Love the Arts...Live the Passion...
Passion Abbreviated!