i need to get this off my head!!

really!!! argh!! i wanna disappear right now! i am really getting paranoid!! ahhh!!!! it's like this kasi, i called THIS certain theatre bar and asked if how much their venue was for a sunday. yadadada blah blahs and mr. someone, the owner who happens to be a ust graduate from the AB building and from the english department! ok so i thought i hit the jackpot which was really a haunting nightmare!!! because he asked me how much is aa's budget for the venue,

me: umm.. mababa lang po budget namin mga 5o thou or less.. sana nga po mas mababa pa.

argh!! and i found out that the budget alloted for the venue was just, yes, JUST Php30, 000.00!! ahhh!! i'm going crazy!! baka mabato ako ng production manager ko/over-all productions head/ THE goddess!! yeah ok, the venue's not final yet but i gave a fucking 50k figure out of nowhere! argh!! i just hope that mr. someone will lower the price. really. really. REALLY need to lower the price. the owner also told me that his theatre bar was as real as the MOULIN ROUGE! see! how expensive is that!

well anyways. though i can't still get it off my fickle head. i'll see mrs. table tennis again tomorrow.. i'll get yelled at again. flunking again. i'm dying!!!