scared

i wasn't able to sleep soundly last night. well it's not even night, it was about quarter to one when i hit the sack, but still i couldn't put myself to sleep. i did something stupid at work. now i'm really scared of what might happen to the customer and what might happen to me. God, i might be expelled! or o.a lang ako. basta all i know is that i'm really scared and did i mentioned that i am REALLY SCARED.

i have a report in english on tuesday, a paper on monday and i couldn't drag myself to work on it because my mind is so preoccupied with stupid thoughts of mys stupid acts.

scarrry... :s


before i die, i want all of you guys to know that i love you very much..

if they kick me out of the company. ayos lang. but if the customer decides to have a press release about that and shut txu energy, oh my GOD i'm in DEEP trouble!

o.a

pero i am really scared and the possibilities are endless! kai, gusto lang ni customer iadjust yung due date ng bill niya and what did you do? you REMOVED her from the convenience pay plan!! waaaaahhh!! she would call in again to adjust the due date, she told me that, oh God i wish she'll be ok.. :(

tc nick says, "...moving forward..." when somebody make mistakes. guess what.

I CANNOT MOVE FORWARD!!! well i never moved forward anyway.

i'm praying...

Let GO, Let GOD, MOVE ON!

scarrrrrryyyy...

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gab: BOBO!! (sabay masterlock)
mingu: nakakahiya ka!!
marlon: NYAHAHAHAHAHA!!! BLEH!! :p
angge: -_-
eiv: ^_^ haha
star: hahahahaha! *yakap*
jon: ayos lang yun... *ngiti*
jmee: uhh..
wowowee: DALLAS TEXAS?.. *tugstugs*sayaw* MAG BERDE KA NA!!!!
ehji: uhh..
abbie: yung ballpen ko???? *iyak*
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have you watched A Very Long Engagement? wherein the lady kept on placing bets with fate? for example, if this potato peel doesn't break, he'll come back, if i reach the curve first before the jeep, he'll come back and so on...

i just did one awhile ago, i said if the answer is green in pera o bayong then i'll be punished. guess what,

the answer is green.

i'm about to shed tears of red... :'( waaaah...