ugh!

there are sp many things to do that my incapable mind can't think of ways and means to solve them all but, sleep. hehehe hayy.. i have to study pa for the freaking-pain-in-the-butt prelims, i'm so broke, and dang! i sure do miss you alot na... and your frickin phone won't even ring..

my bestfriends or should i say my allegedly called "barx" (eii! feel uncomfortable using that word!! i'm anti-social!!haha) niwei they were here last night and we went to Nature Camp, the venue for my contoversial "debut".. not that it's flooded with issues, wala lang. i just think it's way too controversial for me. mama's making such a big fuzz out of it. fine, well actually masaya kasi mama's preparing for that ladyish celebration, i appreciate it, really. pero kasi on the other hand, i'm just so scared for 2 reasons:

1. mag-invite ako and no one will come
2. mag-invite ako, they'll come, pero ma-bore sila..

argh!! and THE September prod's coming na.. and i'm so damn scared about it!
pathetic!

hey.. i miss you.