6.29.2007

sad and alarming

last night, when i got off the bus, i saw a childhood friend and had a small chat. you know, the usual, kamusta ka-ok naman ako-ang payat mo ngayon-hindi ka na tumaba kind of conversation. and then she asked me:

"hindi mo ba pansin, tumaba ako?"
sabi ko: "oo nga noh?"
"may baby na ko, 8 months old na."

and then she went on with her stories, like "marrying" a 32year old guy. guess what, she's only 19! she even said: "ganon talga, dun tayo na inlove eh."

tanginang love yan.

and then i remembered, i have 2 other childhood friends who got pregnant.
one had a miscarriage and one is about to give birth in july.

and i just found aout a few minutes ago that i have a younger cousin, about 16 years old, who's pregnant right now. pota.

all because of Love? alarming.

that made me think...

i'd love to have a baby someday,
someday.
pero wag muna ngayon. i want a career too,
i wanna see what the world has for me.
ewan. scary yang pagibig na yan.

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