okay it was the first day of classes.
okay it was the x day of phonelab.
okay i am really in for a spin!
you see i came home last night (?) about 1am, fell asleep around 2? and then woke up at 5am. now tell me, is there something decent there? *sigh*
left for school about 5:45am, good thing mama's supportive (?) enough to bring me to the train station. arrived school just in time to meet with our AD for the recruitment-slash-spoof day. then at about 7:45am i finally entered by room..
blah blah. natsci.finance.marketing. whoa.
and then met up with him at about 12nn, gave him his money.. stayed 'till 1:30pm.
went home, arrived at about 2pm.
watched wowowee. laughed. got pissed.
slept.woke up.ate.took a bath.
and the next thing i know, i'm on my way to work.
will receive a call, be qaed (quality analyzed), get a low score,
cry, go home and feel like a total loser,sleep,
and wake up to continue my life as a student...
i know that i should quit. but, since i started working, i realized a lot of things.
primarily: WE'RE SO POOR.
and it just makes me cry now and then. that i was such a brat all this time. kept on asking for things that i really can get by without, spending money.. tae. napakapulubi pala namin. i want to help. but.. there are some things that i know i can't deal with...
HEALTH.
and no, i won't risk my studies. it's worth P33,000+!
2 of my calls will be qaed today, i'm so scared. tomorrow will be the comprehensive exam, then the passfail day, if i pass. ok. if i don't it's ok.
Lord, i'm leaving my life in your hands....
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