ok.it's new year

and since it's new year... i have nothing important to say.
i still feel taken for granted and all, of course by him...
hmm.. i'm waiting for my mother to destroy my day,haha! i hope not..
there are alot of wishes i have in mind.. and i know not all of those wishes will come true..
*sigh*
have i told you i'm tired of living a tired life?...

ok. i need to clean my room now.. goodbye to the dusts of 2005...

my late posts

well well well. christmas day came. adn nothing really special happened. well, my ex called and was hunting me down again. that's not special, it's scary.freaky. right. we went to gale for our annual movie watching chevers. some waatched enteng kabisote, legal wife, kutob, exodus and terrorist. hehe who cares? we're supporting the local movie industry!diba? hehehe what else. i'm currently broke and suicidal again. i feel so insecure nanaman. i'm 18, yes i am of legal age and all but they still treat me as if i was a gradeschooler who can't tie her shoelace. pathetic. last night nga pala kat, nikki, jheng and i went to metrowalk to have dinner. as usual dencio's..tapos after that we went sa gutson. and drinked. drank.drunk.. hahaha i had shots of tequilla and sex on the beach and a sip of blowjob. yeah. mga pahabol na naughtiness for the year 2005! hooray for me for being such a problem child! well that's what my mother thinks. kai the problem-irresponsible child. that's what they all think anyway.. here i go again, lost. this morning, i woke up pretty. washed my face, prepared myself a cup of coffee and mom ordered me to cook our breakfast. i cheerfully did this and that and what did my lovable mother said?

"PAGTRABAHO NA TALAGA NAPAKABIGAT NG KATAWAN MO! BAHALA KA BUHAY MO YAN!!PANO NA PAGNAG-ASAWA KA?ANO NAGDADABOG KA NANAMAN! MAPAGSABIHAN KA LANG NG KONTI!!"

ok.imagine.waking up beautifully.waking up on the right side of the bed. and then your mother shoots you with those words.know what i did?i criiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeddddddd!!! tae kasi.

so. i bet you all with a hundred thousand pesos and swearing on chito miranda's hot nape, my mom will surely dstroy my 2006...

whattalife.

ps.

my shoutouts:

BUDDY-wala lang.hehe

MINGU-bring me home something from Hongkong! :)

MY LRTmates-miss you guys!

PAS-nice blog,eh! teach me!!daya niyo umalis kayo ni minnie!! miss you!!!!

V.SIS MINNIE-daya niyo!hahaha bat di ka nagrereply sa kin ha??

TERD-tae ka! loveyou!!haha

i am now entitled for a normal life again..

i hope i'm not speaking too soon. god, i miss the good old days where i could just bum around and bitch life as i always do. and now the december prod is overrr!!

grarrr!!! hahaha goodbye aguinaldo! goodbye salimbal! goodbye christmas wish! woohoo!! goodbye set!!! my goodness, waws it hell down there at colayco! but thank you God for blessing us with a tolerable weather at least! thanks for the audiences, kahit na minsan may mga FGD kami. where they would yawn and all. haay. but i'm glad, tired and happy it was all over. thanks to ate anne roman for bearing with me and us survving our suicidal thoughts. haha thanks to ate andy, my alternate. to the 2 sundays of our production: kuya gret and kuya cyril..where lavinia had her shining moment. kahit flop. hahahaha and my GAB!! pootah! he was crying right before his gala, you know thinking stuff like he was such a fluking flop. pero GAHD!! kung nakitqa niyo siya! whoa!! ang galing galing galing! and speaking of galing, ang galing talaga ni buddy ko! wahahaha nanuod si nikki and jheng and they were telling na ang galing daw ni baltazar. wahaha buddy ko yun! hehehe yuck puro tawa na lang ako. well anyways, i love that prod. kahit pagod. kahit puyat. kahit gutom. kahit sobrang pulubi na kami. (nga pala, one time pumunta kami ni star sa divi and narealize namin na wala na pala kaming pamasahe pauwi, hehe know what we did? nangharang kami ng ab student sa morayta para humingi ng dos. P2.00, poorita noh?) di bale masaya naman. :) after the prod nga i was screaming! hugging! licking.. di joke lang! hehe i hugged buddy. tangina ang galing galing niya kasi! woohoo!! so..

as i was saying. pahinga muna anak ako. ganoon na lang. sana nga matupad, i have to catch up with my chever lessons. have to be a normal student muna. well.. i guess eto muna for now. ta ta.

by the way i still can't feel christmas. :(