it was such a tiring day..

12:30- left for santolan (oo na, 12.30 call time. sorry!)
1:00- reached santolan (yup, 1:00 call time sa ust, sorry!)
1:45- ust, manila- mama marianne got mad.. not about the calltime, hehe.
2:30- left ust. palakpakan ang mga matatagal
3:00- reached wildlife, quezon city.
3:30? to 5:00- THE pictorials!

had a formal pictorials for the play "This must be LAAAB" showing late this march na i wish you guys reading my blog, if ever there are, please watch our play ok? well anyways.. had our pictures taken at the wildlife park where everybody was having the time of their lives sitting pretty on the park's dry fields, except us ofcourse who were having fun posing dramatically before rain's camera (kuya rain, an alumnus who hates being called 'kuya', a professional cinematographer). there there, everybody was feeling very pretty and hell ya, not me. well kuya rain commented that my shot was a "pwede ka pala e!" (sic) wooo.. di nga?

the concept was nice, the photographer was excellent and not to mention umm nice?, and how i wish the pictures will come out nice too! hehe

i got home at around 7:30pm, my parents were sizzling madly and there was this fucking incident that papa fell from his wheelchair and gor hurt, badly! and now he's lying on the bed with his knees swollen...tsk tsk tsk

tomorrow there will be no classes because of all the shitness happening in our country. everybody's so crazy. everything's crazy! coups, rumors of martial law, shitty rebelions and rallies.. TO HELL WITH YA'LL!!

this must be LAAAB!

ahhhh!!! i think im in love!!! pota!! GAHD! i fell in love with an fx passenger!!! it was like this, i went to anonas to meet up with my boybud whom i haven't seen for a while, we ate and then went home. i took the lrt and waited for the "tikling" fx to come. then this guy comes up to me and asks;

guy: miss, dito ba tikling?
me: uhm.. oo (smiles)
guy: a, sori na bangag pa ko
me: huh?
guy: wala bangag pa ko (smiles)
me: ahh.. (smiles)
....
....
me: ang tagal naman ng fx.
...
...
and that was that!! then i told God if he will sit beside me then maybe we're meant to be, and guess what? HE DID!!! ahhhhh!!!nose bleed!!! if only i could yell and twitch in pleasure shit i will!! and did i tell you that he was a bit drunk, bangag, and yes i totally didn't care!!! whooo!!and he gave the driver my fare and then he went to sleep. oh my.. the pleasure of feeling his weight whenever the fx turns.. sigh.. LUST!! hahaha nah... butterflies, flies, cockroaches were flying inside my stomach.. all i did was stare at him... and look at his nape.. hehehe evil. deviously satisfying! hahaha he was not at all THAT GWAPO, but he's an OK and he has this.. umm.. meron siyang TINDIG na tanginang nakakaYANIG ng mundo!!! wow pare, YOU ROCK MY WORLD!!

shitness. i love the whole package of him beside me.. sleeping.. tunog manyak ba? i fell in love with his drunken aura.. sarap.

in love with the idea of falling in love

i just realized that i was a poser. shit. that i was a die hard member of the philophobic society, those afraid to fall in love. i was actually in love all the time, afraid to fall out of love. and that idea always keeps me in trouble. kept me in valleys of pain, rivers of tears and endless lies. that i always dream about someone with the qualities i look for in a partner, even just one quality would be pathetically enough for me and that's how i end up in bullshit relationships. shit noh? but also i realized that unpredictability and inconsistency is good for a relationship. that it's not actually bad as i always thought it was. predictability and consistency is alsmost synonymous to boredom. boredom is lack of creativity and imagination, lack of that stops growth, and would lead to a platonic, stagnant and unsuccessful relationship....

but i still hate mysteries.

and i'm really giving in with the thought of being a feminist.
haha
laugh.
laugh,
laugh?
laugh!
LAUGH!!!

i hate valentine's

"Hindi matutuloy ang valentine's!! Gugunaw ang mundo!"

Kwento ni Edge kahapon na sinisigaw daw yan ni Kuya Xi dun sa kahabaan ng highschool area. sus. bad trip. valentine's. i hate valentines more than ever. i hate lovapalooza. i hate roses. i hate balloons. i hate chocolates. i hate lovers.

fuck that damn valentine's day.
what's so happy about it??
why do people kept preparing for that doomed day,
for THIS horrid day?
and,

why do i kept ranting about it?
shit kasi...
we were one step away,
and we blew it.

fuck this dam valentine's day.

where should i start?

its been a long time since i last spilled inks on my blog. hmm.. ano na nga ba mga nangyari? umm.. wala.. walang nangyari..

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kanina nga pala i almost died. tangina ayoko na maging babae!!! this monthly devil talaga! anyways.. i'm kinda sad today.. kasi.. umm.. i have this crush.. tapos hindi naman siya talaga malungkutin na tao, actually pagpinagtitripan ko nga siya nakikiride naman siya, pero kanina tablado ako.

pera nga naman.. ang daming nagagawa sa buhay ng tao.. ang daming problemang dinadala ng pera..

hayy..

palimos.